it's life

Oct 272 min read

human rights

thanks to social media, it’s easier than ever for people to talk about equity, social justice, and human rights. more and more people...

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Oct 61 min read

cry

do you remember the last time you cried? i do. a few months ago when i got stuck in an elevator no phone, no way to call for help. i...

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Sep 282 min read

relaxed love

hey, my love. i'm just here and want to tell you "i've got you, i'm with you, i'm not going anywhere." you might feel unsure and look at...

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Sep 152 min read

where light meets darkness

“if you’re looking for infinity, just close your eyes” ——— the unbearable lightness of being , kundera light dances at the edge of day,...

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Sep 81 min read

i don't love myself

enough. how much courage does it take to admit that? as much as it took for me to realize it, to confront my fear instead of running from...

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Aug 312 min read

pleasure and pain

"pleasure is here represented with a reed in his right hand which is useless and without strength, and the wounds it inflicts are...

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Aug 243 min read

to be heard

this was one of those moments where i just wished so badly that someone could hear me. so, i got stuck in an elevator the other day...

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Aug 112 min read

he is free

he is so free from the complexities of life and thoughts that most people crave. his eyes, clear and unburdened, reflect the depth of his...

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Aug 32 min read

imagined order

"in order to change an existing imagined order, we must first believe in an alternative imagined order" "there is no way out of the...

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May 263 min read

i lost internet. oh i feel good

i experienced the longest period of losing internet over the weekend since i moved to austin. about 12 hours from 10pm on saturday until...

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May 193 min read

anthropocene

my brain was full of color and imagination when i was reading the book a life on our planet by david attenborough. reading the book...

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May 52 min read

time

i used to blindly say "time flies", as if it applied to any circumstances, or whenever I observed it slipping away from my emptiness....

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Apr 281 min read

enneagram type 2: the helper

i have a partial trait of enneagram type 2, especially the "dark" side - possessive, controlling, and "slip into doing things for others...

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Feb 41 min read

people come and go

people come and go. whoever belongs to me will stay. i start to believe in destiny and luck a lot more as i'm getting older. the world...

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Jan 151 min read

forgiveness

i couldn't forgive my best friend who gave up our friendship and left my life. i couldn't forgive the high school kids who bullied me and...

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Jan 62 min read

i just got to do it

it has been a while since i've been free from pain. it feels great to just feel normal and i am very very grateful for it. i spent my...

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Dec 10, 20232 min read

alien dreams

this is my 12th year in the country and my id card told me i'm an alien. i had an american dream when i was a teenager - to pursue more...

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Nov 28, 20232 min read

i was alone but...

i was alone, but not lonely. it is november 28th 12:23am, and i can't sleep. i have not been able to sleep in the past five days since...

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Nov 19, 20232 min read

feel of life

what does life feel like? it's been a while since i found myself caught up in the whirlwind of thoughts, both significant and trivial. my...

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Oct 21, 20232 min read

gender inequality, really??

people often discuss gender inequality in the workplace, especially in the us - compare to what i heard and experienced in china (maybe...

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