it's life 2/2

Oct 20, 20231 min read

repeat, repeat...

it's another day. just another day. i tend to make my life predictable to feel safe, which bored me. boring is a generous word to...

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Oct 15, 20232 min read

life is not too short if...

we choose to spend time on ourselves and know how to use it. me: "i like your hair! how many times do you need to bleach and dye it to...

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Oct 5, 20232 min read

i don't need to be an engineer

as an engineer, i'm naturally like to be hands-on (control) and build things myself, which i thought was the only pathway to drive and...

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Sep 30, 20233 min read

habits are fun

“habits are the compound interest of self-improvement." ——— james clear, atomic habits i read the book atomic habits last year and...

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Sep 25, 20232 min read

news addiction

i tend to endlessly check the news, especially on linkedin, where i can spend hours reading posts, and articles. it served me as a...

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Sep 4, 20231 min read

competitive evil

i'm evil sometimes. i have a strong devil deep down which comes from my competitiveness. for example, i like studying and doing work at...

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Sep 2, 20232 min read

empty but full

there are days when i felt depressed because of the feeling of emptiness in my heart. i asked myself what triggered it? is it true? what...

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Aug 29, 20231 min read

wars in mind

i was watching the movie the flowers of war last night, and couldn't stop thinking how lucky i am: born in a peaceful era and country, a...

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Aug 20, 20232 min read

my weird stress relief procrastination

i unboxed my new iphone, soy milk maker, and vacuum today...finally, after six months. iphone 15 is coming and as how bad my...

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Aug 19, 20232 min read

being real is gold

i am super thankful to people who are real and honest with me. two stories happened this week which made me think about how i should...

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Aug 18, 20232 min read

better to be a dwarf

i don't need to be in my perfect self when hanging out with friends or strangers. it is so much better and feels like a great relief to...

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Aug 12, 20231 min read

weird taste

simply talk about taste today - food. i've shared this salted egg yolk cookie with lots of my american friends. "yuck!" a lot of them...

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Aug 9, 20232 min read

fake perfectionism

i am not a perfectionist, but sometimes i attempted to fake it. aka. make excuses for procrastination. i procrastinated on starting this...

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Aug 7, 20231 min read

distraction

i get distracted so easily. focus, focus, focus. this is the word i need to repeat and remind myself many times every day. guess what?...

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Aug 5, 20232 min read

i struggle a lot

i like to define myself, my day, my work. everything. one of my biggest struggles is what a good day looks like. good = productive i...

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